Zhan.Hui™

2010-08-20T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hey guys , I'm changing to Tumblr le so here's the link :)

http://bookof-testimonials.tumblr.com

Bye !

2010-08-20T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hey guys , I'm changing to Tumblr le so here's the link :)

http://bookof-testimonials.tumblr.com

Bye !

2010-08-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

I hope this ends .... it is too painful for me ...

I shall bury my feelings deep down my heart ...
and seal it up and awaits the key to come and set it free.

Hope the owner of the key comes ...
I'll be waiting ...

2010-08-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

I shall stop thinking about this ....

2010-08-06T01:12:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously confused........ Help .... !!

2010-08-05T01:31:00.000+08:00

Hi guys , i'm back to updating my blog ! Since is dead.. i shall revive it again !

2nd year in poly life is really really busy.. and i really meant it ... at the same time tired...

I think thats all for now ... I shall go to sleep... :) Good night guys !

For the following msg is to someone very important to me....

自从我们分手的那时刻开始到现在已经过了七个月多（如果我没记错的话）。

我希望能找到比你好的女朋友但是就是没有一个能比得上。没有一个能像你可以把我的心夺去。

每当我要去睡觉时都会想着你。每晚我会抱着你在三年前的圣诞节时送我的礼物（那只粉红色的猫咪）。我依然还留着。当我抱着时，都会回想我抱着你睡得那时刻。

还记得我们的戒指吗？我还留着。。而且是挂在我的钥匙圈里。很舍不得把它拿下来，所以就挂着连一次都没有拿出来过。。。

还记得你送我的相片簿和你写的信吗？我有拿出来看。。但是每一次看我的眼泪就会渐渐地从我的眼睛流出。。心就感觉得很痛。

我现在是的确很后悔当时对你说的话。真的很后悔。

现在也了解你对我有多么的重要。。。就如你是我的生命中的一切的一般.

我对你的感觉依然还在我的心里。

真的希望你会在我的身旁。。。我们能不能回到我们在一起的快乐时光吗？

我想念你。。。我爱你。。。晚安！

2010-07-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hi guys ! Is been a long time since I update my blog...
Currently busy with assignment !!
When i'm done with one of my assignment then I'll update more often :) Bye guys !
Going to slp ~ !! Night !

I miss you ~

2010-06-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hi guys , is been sometime since i last updated my blog ..
kinda too busy in school assignment and work.

Sorry that theres nothing i can blog .. currently just school and work...
Oh yea... my birthday coming soon :D:D happy. cant wait to band concert also :)

Gtg bye ~!

I've been thinking much ...

I miss you ..

2010-05-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

hi guys...
FOR is going smoothly .. even though is not what i expected.. great job guys ..

Recently is not my days ... or more on to myself bah...
sorry that I didnt go into details but i just wanna keep it to myself thats all...

All I need now is a space for myself to breathe... thats all I need.....

gtg ~ going to sleep .. tired already. :) night !!

Gotta look myself in the mirror...

2010-05-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

Hihi ~!
Is been a long time since I last blog ..
Recently I'm busy with school stuff and work.... haiz ...

Recently I felt emo... I seriously dont know what to do about it ...
I need help ... can anyone help me ???
I'm not afraid of anything but I'm afraid of one thing which is losing you now ...
Thanks to you which I found my feelings back. I dont wanna lose these feelings away.

To me currently now. Just take a look at you I'm happy enough. I'm trying to get my courage to say but there's obstacle which blocks me. I hope I can get this obstacle clear as soon as possible.

I need de courage to say, " I love you " in front of you thats all.

Thats all for now. Got assignments to handle. Bye ~!

I love you !!

2010-04-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm back... today just finish the 1st week of school.
Lessons kinda boring for some modules... especially gems... seriously ... I can go sleep right away..

Anyway now is the 2nd year of poly life.. I'm in DDM/FT/2A/04 ( 3D animation option ) Mainly animation and drawing thats all... for now.. still got 2nd Sem. to go ...

This year is a really tough year for me. .. i also dont know why i will think that way.. maybe is my instinct bah. I just thought of a to-do list for this year. I hope i can complete them by this year... :) Jia you !

To-Do List Need-To-Buy , Wants and Aim list
Buy at least 2 pairs of shoes
Buy a new pair of slippers
1 500Gb hardisk
1 ipod classic
Change my phone
Buy a new earpiece
Year 2 GPA must get at least 2.75
School oversea study trip !
Last but not least ....
Get a girlfriend whom I love....
Yea ... thats all for now :) got to go sleep ! night guys !! :)

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To XXXX:
   Hi, is been a year le ... Just by looking back just nice 1 year le ...I'm still guilty on what I did to you .. even though we see each other weekly, I can see that your heart is still hurt.. I hope you can forget it... jia you !!

   Jia you for your exams too !! You can do it de .. believe in yourself.

God bless. (:

   ZhanHui the Failure...

2010-04-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys for not blogging anymore.. haha .. one thing is busy and another is lazy.
Haha... eh..Dont know what to blog at the moment ... i will get back soon :D haha..

I'm waiting ...

2010-03-25T22:13:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone.
I'm back to blogging again.
Recently I'm very busy especially after prep camp. Cause there are freshies enrollment and need to ask more ppl to join FOC so all the GLs need to come down school to help. I'm like only free on Saturday and Sunday :)

Whoo !! My results are out ! Overall i got 3.1 for my GPA !!! Hahaha... I must work hard for my 2nd to maintain my this score. :) Jia you ! Jia you ! Jia you ! ~~

Now my life turns back to normal. It seems to be the time before we were together. Now is peaceful. I'm not getting used to the life without you ... But I have no choice but to get over it...

How I wish there is a time machine which also everyone's wish which I'm not wrong. Therefore I have to overcome and walk forward :) I believe one day I will meet my princess :)

btw.. i'm gtg :) Bye everyone ~!

Looking back our photographs make me break down.....

2010-03-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Yo I'm back from FO prep camp yesterday.
Learn alot on from the camp and there are still more things to learn.
Hope we all can work well with each other :)

Bye !

2010-03-12T10:36:00.002+08:00

Hi guys ! Been busy with GL(Group Leader) training.
Even though it was like more on physical training, this is nothing compare to LTC.
Anyway , next week will be damn busy .. everyday must go school. Monday to Thursday is GL training , then Friday to Sunday is FOC prep.

Life is busy now ...
Life's back to normal as before ; alone now.
But God's light will light up my path which I'm not afraid of being alone now.

2010-02-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone !
Is been a long time since i last updated my blog... haha.

Holiday now is damn bored !!
Even though I got work, is still the same... bored ! -.-'''

I hate my house internet connection.. is like shit !!

Anyway, I'm getting my Iphone after my pay comes :D whooo.. but in April, i will not have any money .. :( Cause I cant work because of FOC ( Freshmen Orientation Camp ) haiyo ..busy month ... and also have Nightwalk event which is next week 5th March.

Now life is very bored also ... especially when comes to relationship ... just start new book now... I shall continue to walk on...

Anyway i'm signing off .. going to sleep :D
Night everyone !

" I realise the screaming pain , hearing loud in my brain. But I'm going straight ahead with the scar... " Song: Sign By: Flow

2010-02-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

Yo guys !!! Hahah ... at last! !!!

HOLIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!

Happy Chinese New year and Happy Valentine's day are coming !

haiz ..
i think i'm going to spend alone during valentine's day. haiz .. anyway ,
Jia you to those poly students jia you for your exam !

2010-02-05T11:40:00.001+08:00

Whooo !!! Holiday is getting nearer !!
Haha ... Now left 3 assignments... 3DF , DVDE and VAF...
Now chionging 3DF cause deadline is today !! OMG !!
Monday DVDE then TUesday VAF...
Sunday doing VAF then i guess Friday night and Saterday night needa chiong DVDE !! JIa you Jia you !!!!
gtg bye !

2010-01-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Am I wrong for doing this ?
Why I feel so sad now ?
So emo...
Did I choose the wrong path and door ?

I need my angel .. :(

And I need a suitable person to fit my hollow heart more ....:(

2010-01-28T11:50:00.000+08:00

Whooo ... now still rushing assignments .. Haiz ...
Zhan Hui , jia you ah !!! :)

oh...
Get will soon Jie Tong ! Jia you for tmr !!! :)

2010-01-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hihi !
Now left a week till the submission of most of the assignments !!
Total 6 assignments : IDEA , VAF , 3DF , DVDE , STSB , WEBP.
1 done : IDEA
1 almost done: VAF
1 going to finish: DVDE
1 Not yet started but going to do tomorrow: STSB
2 started but need to rush ! : WEBP and 3DF T.T

Need to clear everything in 2 weeks time !! OMG !!!!
Hope my STSB and WEBP can finish by wed then rush 3DF. :)
Then I'm done ! Only wait for CNY.

Now just concentrate on my assignments first ! Then later think about my CNY clothes =) Haha ..
ok ! I got to do assignment liao ! Lets continue WEBP !!!!! ARGH !!!!!

2010-01-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

Now I'm already in the new book and the new chapter of my life ...

Now is still chapter one, I'm still get used to what I had in my previous book.
But I still need to go on. Now this chapter is a stressful chapter of my book.
Because there are many assignments need to complete and all due on the first week of Feb which is 2 weeks from now. ZzzZZzzZzz...

Damn ! I need to manage my time well...

Ok , no time to lose , I need to do my assignment now !
Bye~!

2010-01-06T03:46:00.002+08:00

baby rocks(:
I'm done with your stuff(:
and I'm bored, so should be sleeping soon!
(L)

-ade-

2010-01-05T13:28:00.002+08:00

This sucks ...

2010-01-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

Haiz .... STRESS sia .. Webp not done yet, luckily teacher gives us some time ... latest til wednesday needa hand up... now rushing ... ! OMG !!

Then VAF-video ... haiz ... I did almost the main part ... all push the blame .. haiz ... (sorry, is not all is some...) VAF-video assigmnent 's report not yet done ! Worse ..
haiz ..i think i needa go do my report after i'm finish my Webp review stuff. Then after that i continue do my webp after the report...

Okok .. needa do work ! Got to go bye !

Seeing you hurt makes me hurt as well .... :(

2010-01-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

I just feel like crying out .... :(

2010-01-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hihi ! Just changed my blogskin :)
There are lots of things to say... haiz ...
1st thing: Needa chiong my webp finish ! Argh!!!!!!!
Super sian !!!!

2nd thing: Needa do credits for vaf !!!! Another Argh !!!!!
Double super sian-ness. ... Haha :D

Haiz ... today without was tough. .. I cant get use to it...
seriously ... is felt the it is worst than living in hell...haiz ..
i dont know what to do now ...i shall carry on walking forward bah ..
Before i start my work , i got things to say ..

Baby: I'm sorry for this.... i appreciate the times when i'm with you ... the times we're playing with dudu :D ... the times where we go dating , shopping , watching movie ... I appreciate every single seconds when I'm with you and everything you gave me ... Hope you will continue to walk on... lets us kept this good memories inside. Jia you for your A's this year ... Now we gotta go our own way.. Bye baby , I will miss you ... Love love ~!

Okay thats all what I wanna say. Gotta do my assigmnent! CHIONG AH ~!

2010-01-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hi guys ! Is been a long time since I last updated my blog ..
OMG ! Term break going to end liao! I did not finish up my assigmnent .. !! I'm super dead meat... especially my Webp ... Haiz ..

This term break I damn busy sia ..Got camp , work , outings.. Haiz...

Now I'm confused again in my relationship...i dont know what to do .. I needa to do some reflection again ... T.T

At the church camp which is the they youth arise camp @chin lien seminary I learn alot from there :) Hope I will use it !! Gtg ! Needa do project ... no, is doing project now .. Bye !

2009-11-24T09:43:00.000+08:00

Assignment !!!

Haiz ... hope i can finish it fast ...

haha....

Oh ... my house warming is on wed ..dont know who to invite ...

haha ... i gotta think ...

Got lesson .. Bye !

2009-11-20T11:37:00.000+08:00

STRESS sia !!!!!!

Most of my assignments havent start yet !
STSB de script writing needa hand in by next tue !!! I only left 3 days !!!

3D and DVDE hand up next fri which i only left about 2 weeks to do !!!!

Needa chiong !!!! Burn midnight oil liao !!!

Bye ~!

2009-11-18T10:07:00.000+08:00

Hihi !
I'm back :)
hehe ... yesterday the singtel suppose to come to my hse to setup my wireless and phone network. In the end never come .... sian ..
Hope he come today ...

Anyway , yesterday STSB cancel because teacher is on MC ...then had lunch with baby ~! Nice lunch :) Then go sch after that for VAF video lesson ...
After lesson go to Marina Square go walk walk and look look :) haha .

Actually looking for 2nd job because Austwine going to close soon but i dont know when ... so I go look for a new job before Austwine close ...

Okay .. got to go ...boring 3D lesson going to start ....Bye

2009-11-16T11:56:00.000+08:00

My blog is alive again !
There are go much things i wanna say ....especially to my baby ...

1st things 1st ; News:
Gamer Meets 3 event has ended :)
Now have to concentrate on my studies..seriously needa concentrate .. if not sure die ...

Next:
Thank you God for giving me another wonderful life and guiding me throught everything :)
Thank you baby for helping me in my blog :)

Continue...:
Now i have a new house and new environment.
I think i need to have a new life and i need to do some changes to my current life ...

( Baby , you can choose not to read or think about it, because this is what i think about this... )
I've been thinking ....
Is MY BABY the one that is going to stay by my side forever ?
I do love her...
Should i carry on our relationship ? Or not ?
I'm afraid that I may hurt her now and in the future.
I've been hurt her for quite a long time yet I did not realise about it and i seriously need to do changes about this thing ...
I can't afford to hurt her again.
I don't want to see her sad face.
I don't want to see her cry for me again.
I don't want her to feel uneasy.
I don't want her to feel unsecure.
I don't want her worry about me.
I don't want her to break down.

I want her to have a better life with/without me.
I want her to be happy with/without me.
I want to see her smile again everyday with no worries.
I want to see the old her when we are together at our 5th months ( the happiest times when we were tgt )

This are just my thoughts ...
Anyway , i got to go .. Bye !

2009-11-03T10:42:00.000+08:00

This few days kinda busy due to event and is been sometimes I last update my blog.
Recently lacking of sleep... Hope tonight can sleep well.

Sorry my baby for letting you worry.... i miss you too...

Event officially starts today... :) Hope to finish it fast.... haha..
Got to go .... Lesson time...

2009-10-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

Whoo .... I changed my blogskin le !! Hehe .. now left is the music player :)
Sem 2 is quite fun :) hehe cause there is no exam !! WHoo .. but alot of freaking assigmnents ... haha anyway i will add the music asap :)

Tmr 3Df .... 10am - 12pm ... *I must not be late agian !! Jia you ~!

P.S I love my baby !!

2009-09-09T03:00:00.000+08:00

Wha ... blogger seriously error .. or is just my com ???

Anyway... this is the post i promise my baby girl ..sorry baby for the late post...

Holiday is bored... and i'm gonna broke soon because of my phone , phone bill , MRT consession , camp fees and lastly mum's birthday treat ... whoa .. oh i still needa buy a teddy for my baby ~! :)

Pls asked me out or whatever ... as long as not staying whole day at home and is ok ... :)

Whooo got a new phone .. Samsung Omnia Pro
I will msg you guys my new number after i done with my contact and everything :)

Oh ok i got to go ... needa slp ... night !

Love you , my baby ~!

2009-08-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Aiyo .. Blogger got error again ...
Haiz ...
OK ... lets start from fri !

Fri:
As usual , morning go sch... then finish up my assigmnent 2 then hand up ...
Which finish at 2.30pm then i went to Keat Hong to cut and dye my hair ... reached there
3pm plus ... then finish at 5pm.. rush back to change then go work ... then after work go
back home slp :)

Sat:
Morning .... wake up then use com ... then go chruch..
After chuch go meet my baby :)
Bought her favourite eeyor ...and bought some other stuffs.. then go home.. acctually
suppose to study then in the end both of us too tired and we slept ...haha ...in the end i
slept over at her hse...

Sun:
Morning wake up .. cab back home then prepare go church ... after church went to my popo hse..
but she was not at home ...in the end went back home study for tmr's OOPM written exam ! Sian ...
Now still studying :) haha ... Today (sun)my baby lost her wallet... hope the police can find her wallet
asap !

Thats all for now ... going to study !!! Bye ...

I love my baby ~!

2009-08-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

Fuck !
Now my life is damn fucked up !
Hate my life now ... So stress !!!
Stress about school assignment ...
Stress about money ...
Stress about my days ...
Stress about the upcoming lan gaming event ...
And lastly stress about my baby ...
Haiz ...
Don't worry ... I will slowly clear all my stress away as time pass ...

Hehe .. Is my life after all .... I feel like dying now ... just to clear all the stress once and for all ... But I am sure that I still need to continue to live on as I haven't fulfill my purpose of living and my life goal ... So I must carry on living !

Bye ~!

No matter what , I still love my baby !!

2009-08-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

By ♥
Today will be about quotes:)

1.

If i has to choose between loving you, and breathing,
I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

2.
When I saw you I was afraid to meet you.
When I met you I was afraid to kiss you.
When I kissed you I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you.

3.
Some of the greater things in life are unseen,
that's why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream.
And when I kiss, cry or dream, it's all about you.

4.
We were given:
Two hands to hold.
To legs to walk.
Two eyes to see.
Two ears to listen.
But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else.
For us to find.
And I believed I've found it, with you.

5.
I love you, not for what you are,
but for what I am when I am with you.

6.
Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice
but falling in love with you
I had no control over.

7.
People say true love only happens once in a lifetime.
But whenever I hear your voice,
I fall in love with you over and over again.

8.
I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts,
then there is no hurt,
but only more love.

9.
I don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share
but the words we never have to speak.

10.
The sound of a kiss is not so loud as that of a cannon,
but its echo lasts a great deal longer.

2009-08-06T00:58:00.001+08:00

I really hate this time... cause got alot of assigmnent to rush ! I'm damn sian about it liao .. haiz ... stress siol ...

No choice , life still has to carry on .. just do all my assigmnents lor ..I guess i'm not going to sleep tonight ... rush my report and my DVDE..saddened... T.T

Anyway , my pay is coming :) haha can go make my hair .. and i'm gonna save the rest for the ring and my future phone (Nokia N97 or maybe iphone 3Gs) :) haha ..

Time files :) now is already August ! Cant wait for the semester break ! 6weeks ! WHOO ~! but it starts on 5 Sept. Cant wait !!! Haha .. now my life's good as long as my baby is with me , i'm happy :)

Okay gtg ..going to do report then go slp ZZZzzzz....
XD Bye!

Baby: I love you , no matter what happen to us ! Good night ! Love you ~!

2009-07-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

Gemini Man

If you are one of those who need a constant reassurance in love, then don't even think of getting close to a Gemini man. He will always be there for you, but it will not be the same as being always there with you. His characteristic profile makes him restless and fidgety; so don't expect him to be at the same place for too long. Being suspicious wouldn't do much good either. If you still want to be with him, prepare yourself to accept his impatience. Once you have done this, you will be treated to the company of two, at times three-four men.

A Gemini male has a dual nature, which can get extended to three-four different personalities too. His typical personality traits include friendliness, love for people and getting along with almost everyone. He can talk on any topic under the sun, is an excellent conversationalist and has a witty nature. More often than not, he becomes the life of a party. Are you are thinking of dating him after seeing him at one of these parties? Go ahead, what he displayed at the party was his true self, but then, don't forget that he has three-four other identities also.

One day, he may bring you flowers, candies and cards without any occasion (so not true-.-). The very next, he may not meet you even after confirming the meeting just an hour back. Two days after that, he may turn into your worst critic. Then, suddenly he will be the same guy he was on the first day. You will be treated like a queen and start feeling like one too. Then, one day, he will suddenly propose you and you will forget all that happened in the past and say 'Yes'! Now comes the main part, when you have to live with a walking-talking enigma.

If you are in love with a Gemini guy, forget terms like stability, security and consistency. In case you are extremely sensitive, it is better to move away now. However, if you can digest his quirkiness without complaining, you will be leading a life full of surprises and at times, shocks. You will be waking up with a different man each day (not literally!), though the change may be for the better. Just stay a little distant from him; too much closeness makes him nervous. Gemini men have a personal side, which they will never share with anyone, not even with their lover.

The best way to extinguish the flame between both of you is to bring monotony and boredom into your relationship. He will run away. He loves, in fact needs, changes. Just be as curious and as interested in life, and its different aspects, as he is. He wants a female who can catch up with him mentally. A Gemini man will never mind if you defeat him at his mind games every now and then, in fact he will be thrilled at getting an intelligent partner-cum-competitor. He is not an egoist and will want you to express your intelligence(NOT TRUE:P).

A woman with brains turns him on. Geminis tend to move over old friends and make new ones, but that's because their personality changes so frequently that people find it difficult to cope up with them. They love people and loneliness disturbs them. To win the heart of a Gemini male, just assure him that you are the one who will always be near him, but won't get too close to him or lean on him. He will gladly take you with him and let you see all that he sees. He is usually generous with money, but may turn stingy at times(at all times i suppose:P).

However, his basic nature includes a sharing attitude, in case of money, knowledge, happiness and almost everything. A Gemini man is too idealistic to indulge in adultery and loyalty is something you will not have to worry about. However, he may throw admiring glances at the hot babes on the beach. Just don't doubt him; it may trigger him to do something he didn't even think of doing before. You may try as much as you can to hide your suspicions from him, but he will be able to guess and that would make him miserable.

A Gemini guy loves an audience, whether it comprises of males or females. However, it will never go beyond that, unless of course you doubt him. Just like he has male friends, he will have female friends too. It is better if you make them your friends too. Don't try to bind Gemini men too much and let them have their independence and freedom. In return, they will do the same for you. They make excellent fathers, who are more like buddies to their children. A Gemini man will cuddle them with love, compete with them like a friend and protect them like a father.

However, you will have to take over the responsibility of disciplining them. A Gemini male is not prone to jealousy and he will never be extremely possessive(rubbish:P). He will trust you as much as he expects you to trust him. He may lack passion, but he will be full of romance(not really-.-). Just hear the same music he hears and see the same dreams he sees. Is he running? Try to catch up with him. If you get tired on the way, don't worry. He will stop for you, hold your hand and build up your strength to run with him again(i don't know~~)!

by ♥

2009-07-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hihi !
Aiyo.. my blogger got problem sia ...
haha ...anyway , lets start from last sunday !

Sun:
In the afternoon went to church for Service, then went home charged my mp3 and put in some new songs.
After that went to meet my baby @ Cityhall. Then went to Somerset the Sakura to eat dinner. Celebrating vin's belated birthday ....We really enjoy over there :) haha...
Finished eating was about like 9pm+ then went home. Before go home, i send my baby home then go home :)

Mon:
On monday , as usual as before morning go to sch then all the way until 2pm then go home rest and watch movies in my lappy and do hw.. then after that go meet my baby after her training , buy dinner and eat :) after that watch Harry potter and the Order of phoenix... i watched until slp.. cause tired ... haha...

Tue(which is today):
Woke up at 12 then hurried to sch then in the end no lesson and needa go for a talk ..then finished go back to class at T20 but the talk is at MLT 1 ... -.-'''
After lesson go for Lan gaming meeting at main library which was located at like around FC3 ... -.-'''
Walk here and there ... sian ....
After meeting then go home , reached home like about 9.15 then buy dinner went home eat....

Eh ...Thats all for my day :) ...

Going to slp liao! Night !

i love my baby ~!

2009-07-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hihi ~!

Sat:

Today is really tired...

Slept at about 4am , wake up like ..11.30am ?
Then online check my mail, then off to do the questions for my church youth fellowship later ...
at the same time watching Zhong Ji San Guo :)

Then about 1.45pm , left house then go church for fellowship.
After fellowship at about 4plus , wait until like 4.30 then went to work le ...

Work start at 5pm , end at 10,15pm then went home ...
I was damn tired after that , reached home rest eventually doze off.
After like 45mins later then woke up and bathe.

Then now blogging lor :) haha
Acctually updating this post is my baby tell me to do ...so i must listen to her ..:)

Haha .. anyway , i off to sleep liao ! Gd night ! zzzz...

sorry baby , this is my mistakes , i'm still correcting myself ...

I love you baby ~!

2009-07-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

No one was perfect till I met you.
And I wonder, how many people can experience love like never before.
People says when things aren't meant to be, that you should learn to let go.
But truthfully, define "meant to be".
Is it God's way?
Is is fate?
Is it destiny?
Or is it just mentality?
Well, if I said You & I were meant to be, who dares to question me?:)

Baby, I just wanna tell you that. your imperfections are the things that make you perfect for me.
Everyday, my feelings don't subside, they just accumulate and add on:D
Everyday, I love you more & more, without a doubt, without questions...
Maybe you don't feel it now, maybe you wouldn't feel it ever.
But it doesn't matter, as long as you're with me, as long as you're there to catch me when I fall, I'll do the same for you, even if it put everything I have are at stake.
If only you know how much I love you, you'll know how much I want to freeze every moment when you're in my arms:D

Stay with me:)

By ♥

2009-07-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hi again !
Haha ... today was kinda bored ...
I shall blog what happen in sch :) Too tired to blog the other parts ..

Today in the morning my baby gave me morning call to wake me up , if not i'll overslept again ! Haha...
Reached sch early ! Cause needa prepare my CRS CA research in my laptop.
In the end , no laptop allow during the test ... -.-''' KAO !
I have no choice to do without my research ... T.T

After the CA, went to lunch break straight.

Finish lunch then went to drawing studio for draw lesson ... Over there use lappy :D hehe..

After the lesson then went back home and rest then suddenly recieve call ... then thats the part which i dont wanna say ... is damn sian ... Haha ... sorry guys, too tired to continue ... gotta go slp ! Night !

P.S. I love my baby girl !

2009-07-13T02:14:00.000+08:00

Hihi !
Hmm... lets start from Fri night (10/7)

At night , my baby girl girl asked me go pei her go home after her movie because she was scared ... -.-'' in the end i pei her until next morning ...haha

Sat (11/7)

Morning woke up then rushed back home and changed because I needa go Kovan there for flagday , which was only 5hrs CIP ... haiz .... but really have fun over there with friends :) haha... then after that rushed back and went for a hair cut but in the end I was late for dinner with my baby, was very sian at 1st when i heard she had no mood to eat.... But after that, she wanted to eat cause she was hungry.haha, happy! :) haha...

I changed quickly and went to meet her, then went to Austwine and had our dinner over there :) After eating , sent her home and did some homework at her house before before going home.

Sun(12/7)

Woke up and got ready to go church , then at about 3.15pm continued my homework and do until like 4.30 then went to work ...Worked until 11.30pm then went back home rest :)

So that's all for my days till now:) haha...i'm gonna sleep late tonight! Sian .... needa do homework ... T.T

Must chiong liao ! haha , night folks !

I love you ,my baby , always ~

2009-07-10T01:28:00.001+08:00

Ohh.... this is my 100th post le ! Aiyo ..
Since the day i created my blog until now only got 100 post ... -.-'''

Haha... anyway , today was kinda tired ...
lesson from 9am to 4.35pm :) but today teacher release us early :) haha..

Then after sch ends, went to work straight ... While i were on my way to work, i met my darling gal gal at cck mrt, near the control station there:)

Reached work place early , then wait time pass then start work. :)

After work went back home and rest :) haha ..

Lazy to do my assigmnents ... tmr then do bah ! haha ...

Anyway , got to go sleep ! Night ! Tmr AGM !!! Aiyo ... it starts at 6pm but my lesson ends at 12pm ... zzz -.-''' 6 hours to slack ...OMG ! Haha ..Bye !

Love you my darling baby gal~! :*

2009-07-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hi !
Today i overslept again !
Did not went to the 1st lesson but today just only 2 lessons -.-
haha...
Erm ... lesson can say kinda bored and i miss my dear at that time ....T.T

After lesson went back home get my running gear and extra clothings go sch for poly-50 training.

After training went back home chiong assigmnent ! Sian ...

WOOTS got my pay ... haha... must save it !!

Haha.. thats all folks ! Bye .. going to sleep ! Love you my darling gal gal !

2009-07-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

Hi!
today was a good day:)
started school at 1 plus, wanted to go school early for lunch, but went there too early...haha. so sat alone waiting for friends to join me while I surfed the Net and played games:)
haha!
Then had lessons and ended school at 5.45pm. it was early. Then when to meet my friend and watched Ice Age 3:)

It was damn funny, laughed a lot.
haha, ate a lot of bread:)
Got a new headphone, the brand's Sumajin, WHITE:)

hahaha! That's about it, needa rush my difficult assignment, my model..
zzz:)

that's all folks, cya next time!

No one was perfect, until I met you.

2009-07-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today morning woke up late and missed the first lesson, so damn-.-
Reached school at 10am and carried on with the 2nd lesson. Haha...
Then had lessons until 2 pm and slacked until 5 plus. Watched Push and half of Saw I.
Haha,
and after that went to Austwine to collect my sweet pay of 300 bucks! and ate there at the meanwhile! Parmesan Spaghetti!:)
Haha, then went to meet my friend at 9pm and now, blogging:)

Cya folks:D

"Life couldn't get any better without you."

2009-06-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

today's studying day my friends:D

Damn sian, firstly started with my report, then got bored and went on to drawing :D

so bored, nothing to update..zzz...
school's starting...double zzz...
homework's still piled up, triple zzz...

okay, then, at least an update:D
bye folks!

2009-06-17T10:07:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ! I'm back from Malaysia.
I went there not for holiday , but is for church mission trip.
Currently lazy to update my blog. haha ... So sorry everyone !

BTW, Thanks everyone , i recieved your sms and facebook comments during my birthday !

I wanted to go out with you guys (i mean my secondary sch mates)

Cant wait for class outing on the 25th !

Haha got to go .. bye !

I love you always~!

2009-05-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ! Sorry for my dead blog ... Recently , I'm very busy with my work and studies.
No time for me to rest ... Right now i have 2 individual assigmnents and 1 group assigmnents to hand it up on the 1st week of june !! Needa rush ...

Anyway ... I might not be free on June ...

2nd June : Not free !!!
5th June : KSS SFY showcase @ Rp.
6th June : Not sure about that ... Maybe not free ...
9th and 10th : Totally not free !!
11th June - 17th June : Go malaysia for church mission trip.

So ... Some days i'm free are 6th to 8th june and 18th june which i'm free.

Right now i miss my KSS friends ... Hope to see you all one day :)

Anyway , got to concentrate on my lesson le ! Bye !

I love you always ...

2009-05-17T09:52:00.000+08:00

Seriously speaking my blog is officially dead .... Sorry about that.
I'll update soon like in a few days time.
Sorry everyone, but my blog will revive once again.

i love you dear~!

2009-05-08T09:27:00.000+08:00

HI everyone ! Sorry for not updating my blog ...
Now having my OOPM lesson(Object-Oriented Programming For Multimedia)
Eh later in the afternoon going East Coast Park for FOR (Freshmen Orientation Reunion) Then will be back at Sat morning ! Haha Sorry for the short post everyone ! Got to listen in class ! Haha...
Bye !

I love you , my darling ~!

2009-04-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone! I think my blog is like dead .... I guess this week is my emo week ...
everything around me are making me confused ... I really don't know what to do ...

Recently , i think that I'm not being my true self ... Haiz ... i really need to think through before making my next step ...

Hmmm.... I should say that now i don't even know who am I ! I need someone or just anyone to help me ! It seems like i'm falling ... but i don't know when i'll land ...
I'm kinda lost ...

Anyway , i'm going to do my homework le ! Haha .. bye !

Why do I feel so alone anytime ??

2009-04-24T09:24:00.000+08:00

Hi guys !
Whoo~! TOday is a good day !!
Haha , my lecturer had urgent leave today ... so there will no lesson for me today !!! Whoo ! But i only received the sms from sch when i reached school .... -.-
Haha ... anyway , i'm gonna have a good rest today ! Haha .... Bye !

2009-04-22T22:12:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone ! I'm back again !
Haha .. now i'm gonna show you guys 2 pics of what i've been doing today during 1 of my lesson ! haha ...

Haha ... but i got listen to the lesson ok !!! Haha ... I really love my class !!! haha ...

Ok ...i got to go ... bye ! Needa slp liao ! Very tired ...

2009-04-22T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hihi everyone !! Haha today is the 3rd day of sch !
Haha .. now blogging in foodcourt 6. haha .. Just finish my lunch then go online ...haha... I really like my class ! Haha damn fun ...WOOOT~!!! Now i'm looking at chio bu around this food court area ... haha ! But .. I can only see, can't do other thing le ... because .. i already got someone i like ... haha ... So sorry ... For now , i'm waiting ... This is what i can do currently ... and i'm trying my best to help her .... haha .. oh i got to go ... going for my next lesson !! HAHA ! Bye !

I still loving you~!

2009-04-21T10:33:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ! Just changed my blogskin ! Haha ... Hope everyone like it :)
Hmm... 1st day of sch is really great ! Haha met my classmates ! Woot ! Is totally fun !!! Haha ...Anyway ..Today is the 2nd day of sch and I'm going to sch soon ! Haha .. Gonna have fun again ! Haha bye !

2009-04-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hihi everyone !
Back to posting !! Haha ...
Today I'm really tired ...I really mean it !!! Haha
Because in the morning , i woke up at like 5am plus ...
Then went to Jurong East MRT to meet my friends ... Then went to Raffles Place to start our SP flagday ...
After a while , my group split from a big group into small groups ... Haha

My group walked from Raffles Place to the Singapore Flyer which is at City Hall ... Then later we decided to walk Plaza Sing. After that , we continued walking pass orchard , and then we walked towards Holland Village ..
By the time is about 12 noon ....

When we reached Holland Village , we decided to continue walking towards Jin's house (SP fren in my group).
His house is located between Dover and Clementi .. Haha
we reached his house at 1 .. Yesahh !!!!!

At his house rest for a while then went to take a shower !
Whoa siok !!! Haha ..
At about 2.30 we took cab back to SP cause needa return the tin by 3 ...

After a whole day , i only collected $19.35 ... -.-
Haha !
Thats all ... went back home and sleep !! Haha

bye !! XD

No matter what , I'll still loving you !

2009-04-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone !! Haha back to updating my blog !
Haha... hmm for the past 2 days i'm having sch orientation ...
and tmr i'm having SP flagday ... -.-"
Fine just ta han for tmr can liao ... only until 3 so not to worry much ! Haha ..

Oh ...sch starting next week !!! Woots ! I know some of my classmates ! But i'm gonna suffer 3 years with my new frens ... XD haha joking ah ! But is nice to meet them ! Haha..
Hope to have a fun life in SP ..

Don't worry my buddies ... i did not forget you all , just only i have no time to meet you guys ... how about we find a day to go out ??? SMS me man ! Seeya soon !! Haha ...

Getting started to a new enviroment !

Don't worry too much , i'll be there for you ...
I hope we are suitable ! I love you !

2009-04-13T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hihi !! Currently nothing to do then just do some small updating on my blog !
Anyway , tmr is my sch orientation ... then the following week is the start of my sch le !!!! haha ...
Okay ... got to go ... gonna watch my drama ..haha

oh btw FOC is Freshmen Orientation Camp not Free Of Charge !!!

Loving you~!!

2009-04-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone ! I'm back from camp !! haha
My FOC camp was damn fun !!!!! hahah...
Know quite alot of frens :) haha ...
Can't wait till sch starts !!!
oh ... my class is DDM/FT/1A/01

Okay i got to go ... bye ! Needa recharge my personal batt. XD

2009-04-04T02:37:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ! I'm back to blogging !
At last ... i got my lappy le !!! Hahaha ... *recieved on 1st April.
Haha .. i damn happy ... now i cant wait till sch starts !
New life and is a new beginning.
I just noticed that i been having a 6months holiday ....
WHOA ! Thats damn long sia ...haha ok i got to go ... needa slp now is 3am ...
haha night guys ... ZZzzz
oh ... there is a pic and a video i wanna share with you guys ..
Bye !!

Left 4 Dota !!!!
(undying as the tank , niax as hunter , bounty hunter as smoker , slayer as the witch and pudge as boomer )

This song is called: Sakura Addiction (music instrument play) Enjoy !

Oh this is the original song.

I get over her already , so dont worry much.
I'll be waiting...I miss you....

2009-03-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone ! I'm back ! XD I'm about to update what was my event for 2 days ago ...
I'll post the pics at the end.. On Friday .... Me , Irvin , K.J , JianLun , Sam , WeiZhi & YanZhi went to town in the afternoon ... acctually was in the morning about 11 but someone late ....As usual the same person ... Then we went shopping ...
Vin , K.J , Sam , WeiZhi and I bought:Yak Pak from spin the bottle
Then JianLun & YanZhi bought: Slipper (yellow colour for J.L & white colour for Y.Z *if i'm not wrong)
Most of us almost bought Jersey (*correct me pls) but in the end we decided not to buy and intend to save that amount of money ...

Before we head to The Cathay , WeiZhi went off cause he needa work and he was late ...

At the Cathay , Y.Z also bought a laptop bag for his lappy...
Before we went to meet the girls (Cheryl , dorothy & gina), we bought some drinks at StarBucks :)

After we meet the girls , we went to watch a movie:
Confession Of A Shopaholic
It was a nice movie but too bad Y.Z did not join us cause he needa go work also ...
Haiz ... Another one ...
But before he P.S us , he achieved his goal : Buy boxers
Hahahaha ..

Then when we going back home , on our way to the Bugis MRT , we saw a ghost !!! haha...
Even though from the back view is look like a ghost , but her face is Damn CHio !!!

On Sat :

In the morning , some of them went to Sentosa ...
Too bad i didn't join , cause i having fellowship in the afternoon..
But i'm having dinner with them @ Funmart/Farmart ...(either one)
In the end the ppl having dinner is : Me , Sam , Gina & Cheryl
Pethatic man ... HAha joking XD
Dinner was really great !

Okay i'll post the pic now ....

Our gang ...

See 2 ghost here ... AHHHHHHHHH~!!

Then this is our group photo on Fri (guys only)

Then this is our group photo on Sat

photos : -The bags & group photo on Fri(From Vin)
-Group photo on Sat (From Cherly)
-The ghost from Me !!

OKay i think Thats all ! Bye guys gotta slp ... now is 1.35am..
Haha night guys ! XD

2009-03-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hihi ! I just wanna say something ...

Thank you adeline for today ...This is enough for what i need ...Even though i can't bear to let go but i guess is time for me to let go ... i really treasure the time we had together ... i really happy :) So it is time to say goodbye ... I love you ...

Bye ...It is time !

2009-03-18T09:14:00.000+08:00

Message to adeline :

我只想说...
我穿越金星木星水星火星土星
土星追尋你時間滴滴答滴答答滴聲音

指頭還殘留你為我擦的指甲油
沒想透你好像說過
你和我會不會有以後

世界一直一直變地球不停的轉動
在你的時空我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔只想讓你都擁有

我的愛只能夠讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄不停守侯在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有為你而流
藏在無邊無際小小宇宙
愛你的我... taken from:夠愛by東城衛

我现在...
這裡的景色叫做曾經爱過曾存在你的擁抱和温柔
撕開票根獨自重游票價是想念你的痛
你說做朋友並不是朋友我們比路人還陌生得多　　
感情的廢墟重建以後誰會偶爾回來走走
　
我站在回憶的入口蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
我沿着命運的箭頭無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
爱你還没爱夠你卻要我放手
誰懂在時間的秘密花園中你從没走

我說的爱你說的太自由自由到彷佛我只是說說
未來的風景我没爱過我只想念你的所有

我站在回憶的入口蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
我沿着命運的箭頭無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
爱你還没爱夠你卻要我放手
誰懂在時間的秘密花園中你從没走
　　
我的爱你想你都以極速向回憶暴衝
他们能看見的是虚偽的從容

我站在回憶的入口蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
我沿着命運的箭頭無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
爱你還没爱夠你卻要我放手
誰懂在時間的秘密花園中你從没走... taken from:寂寞暴走by:飛輪海

上面的歌词是为你而放...
我会默默的等着你...
虽然男人流血不流泪，但是我的泪水是为你而流的...
我真的放不下这个感觉...
我真的希望你还在我身边...我现在不想活在这痛苦里...
每天晚上我都会回下想着你还有我们的美好的回忆...
如果我有一个愿望，我只是希望时间能倒退...回到我们在一起的美好时光...
我是不会骗我所爱的人...
我了解你所以我会担心你，爱你，还有需要你...
而且我的心是需要你而存在...没有人能夺去..
这一切都是为了你...因为我还在爱着你...

2009-03-17T09:02:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ! Sorry nothing to blog so i post this video ..

Bye ...

2009-03-13T09:52:00.000+08:00

Hihi ! Back to update .... (not really update la)

I just upload some songs hope you enjoy it ! XD Bye !

2009-03-11T08:29:00.000+08:00

Hihi ! I wake up erly in the morning cause later needa go SP for enrolment ....
So i now make use of this morning to update my blog :)

For the past few days , i'm working as admin at a person's house do those data entry or some paper work. I'm off when i have something on on that day or they have client to meet. Yesterday i just got my pay ! YEAH ! But is on $87.50 ....ZZZzz Never mind .. cause i $5.00/hr. Anyway ... working there is quite fun abit relaxing but can't slack too much ...:)

I sent my phone to service 2 days ago ... Later i'm going to get back !!! WHooo !!!

Recently at home , i kept thinking of her which i don't know why...Seems that i can't let it go ... almost every night before i sleep , there is always aching in my heart ...I'm gonna take back everything what i say which hurts you much and together with all my nonsense ...I think there's a wound on my heart which causes me great pain ... I hope the pain wil gone before i starts my poly life ... I just wanna to say , " I can't simply forget you...And the feeling won't fade away as time goes on..." I miss you .. no is not miss is : I love you ...
I hate my miserable life now ...

My wish: I wish you by my side ...And thats all i want and nothing else ...

2009-03-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hihi !!!! HAha ... back to updating my blog ! Okay, check this videos. It is really damn funny !!!!

this is learning english : ....

this learning maths : ....

and lastly this : (please watch the whole thing !)

okay ... bye !

2009-03-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hihi !!! I;m back to posting ! hehe...
For the pass few days I'm been working as admin do some paper work ... when come back home quite tiring sia ... haha

I'm gonna buy Mac book ! But not Mac book pro ... too expensive ....T.T

Wha!!!! MY MSN MESSENGER KENNA VIRUS !!!!!! Can anyone help me ?? I'd tried the system restore but still no use .... Tell me pls ~!!!! Urgently !!!!! THANKS !

okay ....end of post XD got to go gaming !!!

2009-02-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

Hihi ! After a long break of not updating my blog...

Ok , i shall update now ....

Is nothing much actually now still looking for jobs ... now needa cash !! Haiz...
Recently , my mind is sometimes blank and sometimes refresh of old memories ... including all those painful ones....

Ok , the following is for her ...

Yesterday , or should i say this early early morning (about 12am++) , went to read your blog ... and i read all the previous post which you posted. Since 2007 until now , 2009. I found out that you been through alot ... when i came to read around July or August 2008 post , which is the time when i 1st know you... (correct me if i'm wrong) I can feel that you really hurt before we were together ...i guess now is the time for me to suffer the same pain as yours .... Now i know pain ... Let me correct myself , not now is the beginning of this month , i'm suffering .... Maybe i'll take this as an important lesson for me ... 1 more thing , i really likes all the post from March 2008 until December 2008.
:) okay , i shall end here ... just wanna say , i miss you...

Sorry, i shall try to forget you (if i can)... Bye ...

2009-02-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

Haiz .... Now i can say is :" BORED~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ...

Thats all ... still finding job .... Zzzz

Bye~!

2009-02-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

I' m back to update my blog again :) Currently still miserable life going on ... all i wanna say is i can't forget her ,can't let her go.... Never mind now ...all i wish is her to by my side ... thats all !! I'll be happy ....

2009-02-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hihi !! Sorry for not updating my blog ... Cause having difficulties in my current life now ...Been frustrated all the times ... I'll just cant let it go ... i guess we should not be together from the start ... I'm not blaming you for this , so don't misunderstand. I think it is very foolish of you saying about yourself for can't commit this kind of stuff ... I'm alright with this but you can't ... i feel that everything i had done for the past are totally wasted and i really mean WASTED !!! To me , my love & care for you is totally nothing !! I guess it doesn't mean anything to you right ? No , i should say to me in your eyes i'm a nobody or others ???

I hope all those are wrong ... Please tell me !!! I don't want this anymore .... I need answers !!!

Now i know the true meaning of "Love hurts" ... At first i thought i have a chance for me to get you by my side again , but i was wrong. In the end , you gave me a false hope , then what you want me to do ? Just stupidly try , try , try ? All my effort of trying is gone. Is like you're not giving me a chance ... I think i have to think carefully again.

That's all for now... Needa go clear my mind for moment.

2009-01-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ! Tomorrow 12/1/09 gonna take my O-lvl results !! Whoo~ at last ! The time has come !! Hehe ... i will look forward for tomorrow...

It been a week after we broke up. I still can't forget you ... I think i still need more time to change myself ... I really wish all these things will not happen and live a normal life. Everyday all those wonderful memories kept on flashing through my mind without fail. But things which had happen , could not be changed. What should i do when i faced her ? Shall i walk away ? My life now is really miserable .... Argh !!! Never mind , i shall continue this miserable normal life .... Bye !

2009-01-05T11:40:00.000+08:00

HiHi ! Is been few days for not posting .... Okay , i shall post something up.
Currently now still jobless .... Nah , i got a job at Shangril-a Hotel as a waiter at banquet departmen .... But on second thought , i think i shall work back Ritz Carlton bah ... Much more better ... i think .. Okay i'm kinda bored here at home so please got outing , call me or msg me ! OH i forgot to tell you guys , now my phone is back. So you all can call me or sms me !!! Bye !

This is a message to my Dear:
Its been just nice 10 months and 2 days when we were still together , I guess this is my last post about you. Thank you for all the time you spent with me and sorry for all my bad habits and all kinds of stuff. But i enjoy the times when i were with you and i wish i could go back to the past and changed but i couldn't. When i looked back to the past , all the nice memories will kept somewhere in my heart. Even though we quarrel sometimes , but each time i had a feeling of pain in my heart. Still remember our "black book" ? Everytime i open and read it , i could feel our fire was burning at that time but now , not anymore. I guess i have to finish my photo album you gave me by myself and put that to an end. Every word of I love you was truly from my heart. I guess i needa stop now and i hope in future you will find your Mr. Right Guy ! I have to close the book of our wonderful relationship now. Bye and God bless you !

Our Story ended at 4th January 2009 7.59pm.

2009-01-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 10th Month , Dear !!

Love you always .... !

2009-01-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 EVERYONE !!!!

WHOOOOOO~!!!

2008-12-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz ..... Now still jobless....

Okay... sorry about not uploading my pictures for my Taiwan vacation !

Now , at home I was just reading book and us com , check some e-mails and play dota ... Thats all ! Sad ... hehe ..

Sorry about such a short post , I think thats all for now .... Bye off to gaming !

Signing off with confused mind....

2008-12-18T08:12:00.000+08:00

Yo eveyone ! I'm back from Taiwan !!!!!! Whooo ~ !

At last home after 2 weeks in Malaysia , came back to Singapore sleep 1 night. Next day go Taiwan for 2 weeks .... Hiaz... is quite tiring though , but is fun ! XD

Oh , Sorry guys ! I did'nt bought the stuff(i mean shirt) you all want , because over there is winter and all the clothing there are all Winter wear and also quite thick therefore is difficult for me to find summer wear or thin jacket ! Sorry. Another reason is no enough $$ yea. ... sorry !

Eh..... my pictures will be put on friendster so i will post on my blog when the pictures are ready .

Take Note: My handphone is currently unavailable for me to call or sms but you all can call me or sms me, until futher notice !

Hey guys ! When is the next outing ?? I'm free now , still jobless too ! So anyone go nice job for me ??? Please tell me !!! Thanks !

I got to go ! Now signing off out ....

2008-11-27T15:51:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone !!! I'm back from my church camp today ! The camp which was on 24Nov to 27Nov at somewhere areound JB there.

Haiz ... ok everyone i will be not in Singapore for about 3 weeks because i having a vacation , i tomorrow (28Nov) going Malaysia again with my granny then come back to Singapore on 1st Dec. On the 2nd Dec i flying to taiwan for 2 weeks then come back to singapore ! Don't worry guys, i will buy something form Taiwan and will take some pics too ! So don't miss me too much !!!! XD Bye !

2008-11-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hi hi everyone ! At last i have feeling for updating my blog ! Haha ...
Ok .... i now i in the middle of typing this post and uploading songs too ! Oh , hope you all like this new blogskin ....

For the past few days , i was very busy ... i think busy on my prom night studd and performance.

3 days ago ( Monday , 17/11) , i had my prom night on that day. In the morning , went to meet my buddies , to go to the chalet at Downtown East there. We waited quite a long time to get the key for the chalet. In the end i needa rush cause i need to reach Orchard Hotel (the place where our prom gonna held) by 4pm. All thanks to Miss Low to help me bring the keyboard there , if not i don't know how am i suppose to bring the keyboard to the hotel ... Anyway , on that night was wonderful ! I took quite lots of photos with friends & some teachers as well as my Dear Dear. Oh by the way , my group , Me, yun xiang and miah , were performing on that night. But our group is the last group to perform ... sad. .. In the end, i think our group is the best among the rest of the groups. :) Good job guys ! Ok , during the dinner , there's a lucky draw session , and i got myself a 3rd prize, which was a mp4 creative Zen , when i heard my name , i was damn shock that i actually got the 3rd prize ! It was like once in a blue moon that i got a prize from a lucky draw...

Then after the "high" dinner , I went back to the chalet to have fun again ! Anyway, back at the chalet was very fun with them ! Even though i spend about most all of my money there , but it was very fun with you all guys !

After the chalet on the 19th , I went back home sleep and go back to my normal life again !

I wont forget you all guys ! All the happy and wonderful memories !

Lao po , I really really have a lot of things wanna tell you. But I don't know how to tell you and I could not explain , only can express/show you. I know I'm wrong about that thing, I could not understand the emotion showing me at that time , I could not really do anything to solve the problem and I become the one who is confuse. I don't want to have this kind of confusion anymore .... And I really mean it ! I don't really like when the times we were quarreling , it hurts me a lot ! I know I am not a wonderful boyfriend to you but I'll promise you the next time I come to pei you , I'll be a different boyfriend as before. I promise ! If not ... I guess I need to choose another path .... which leads to another ending.

Okay , I guess i will end my post here ! Now is 2.25am 21/11/2008 I'm signing off ! Bye !!

2008-11-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hiaz..... VERY BOARD VERY BOARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was damn sian ..... nothing to do sia ..... All i do at home is play dota and watch

Katekyo Hitman Reborn .....Thats all for today ..... Sad life .... Haiz ....

This is one of the anime opening song (opening song 2)

2008-11-06T12:47:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone !!! Whoot ! At last O-lvl is coming to an end !!!
My last paper will be on the 11Nov which is Combine Science Paper 1 (Physic and Chem)

Haha ok now i quite like in holiday mood now. Haiz... Haha ok i was kind of crazy last night or should i say few hours before .... Yesterday i send my Dear Dear back home, and i stayed for a while until 12am then i went home.
When i reached home, i straight away on my com and play Dota all the way from 1am to 6am !! haha.... But about 4.30am , my eyes was like starting to close le .... hehe ... In the end i play until 6am then went back to sleep and woke up about 11.30am-12pm. Fun right ? hehe ... Then now i update my blog !

Ok guys good news ! My BLOG IS ALIVE AGAIN !!!!! Hahaha!

2008-11-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo !!! At last I update liao ! XD
Just change my blogskin ! hehe ..... okok
Sorry everyone , recently i having my O-level paper and now left 3 papers more ! Tomorrow is D&T paper , then the day after is my Chinese paper 1 and 2. Then until 11Nov , is my last paper , science paper 1. Yes ! Then my O-level is finish !!! Hahahaha ...... XD

Ok got to go needa "Study!" hehe ... Bye !

2008-11-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

our 8 th anniversary is here...
so wanna wish my dar dar cum lao gong happey 8th month..!!!
happy forever;]
i know i'm always hot-tempered..but i know you will always, well most of the time, give in to me..!!
that's what i love most about you!!

haha..
i love you=*
from:
Dear Dear

2008-09-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

Please highlight the post in order to read !!!

1. The person who tag/pass you is?

-Vivien

2. Your relationship with her/him is?

-My meimei (god-sis)

3. Your five impression of him/her?

-Likes taking photo , very lame , very zi lian , act cute but not and short

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?

-Nothing (think so ...) XD

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?

-Don't know
6. If he/she become your lover you will?

- I can't think of it

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?

-I don't know

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?

-Won't 1 la ,,,,

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?

-Told you liao ! (pls refer qn.8 for my ans !)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?

-I don't know

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?

-Act cute and lame girl ...

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

-Don't know

13. The characters you love of yourself are?

-Slacking and "try" to be humour ...

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?

-Lazy

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?

-To be a no worries person

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them?

-Thanks for liking me and caring for me. I will do the same to you too. XD

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. They are?

1. My Lao Po (adeline)

2. Irvin

3. Vivien

4. Dorothy

5. Cheryl

6. Emily

7. Rei

8. Kaizhun

9. Samuel

10.Gina

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?

-She's single. (Think so ....If wrong correct me pls !)

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

-Male.

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

-I don't know

21. What is no.2 studying about?

-He like maths

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

- Just now ...

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?

-Rock music band

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?

-Yes.

25. Will you woo no.3?

-I don't want to try ... if not kenna chop

26. How about number 7?

-Aiyo I not gay

27. Is no. 4 single?

-No. Attach liao

28. What is the surname of no.5?

-Yeo

29. What's the hobby of no.10?

-Likes to play badminton

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?

-Yea

31. Where is no.2 studying at?

-Kranji secondary.

32. Talk something casually about no.1?

-YUP !!! XD

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?

-Nope ...

34. Where does no.9 live at?

-Yew Tee.

35. What colour does no.4 like?

-I think is yellow...

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

-Nope ...

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

-Nope and i going to puke if he is ....

38. What is no.6 doing now?

-I don't know ...

2008-09-04T09:12:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone !

Ok, today i gonna update me blog ! I just changed by blogskins because the previous is..... i also dont know XD

Hmmm....... ok i shall say what did i do for the past few days of holiday !

Day 1(Monday)
Early in the morning sleeping ... then use computer watch movie and downloading game ! Because of my dad , my maple private server is gone and i lazy to redownload the whole damn file again ! So i now playing MU (also private server XD)
Then about 4.00pm , I go meet my Dear Dear and her best friends to watch a movie called 4bia . WOot ! Is damn nice ! But for me is funny ! Hehe ... and there are lots of shocking scene ! I been shocked for a few times ! One of the story is really really funny hehe ... You guys should go watched man ! (**ONly 16 and above hor !) After movie ... I send my Dear Dear back home. And thats end of the day.

Day 2(Tuesday) Woot !
Ok on Tuesday(2/9)is a very very special day for me and my Dear Dear because is our 6th months together le !!! Woot ! OKok haha ... eh.... In the morning got my Chem lesson from 8am-9.30am. And we kenna lecture by Shasi .... Haiz.... Anyway , after chem lesson I went back home rest for a while. When I reached home, the MIO box come . last time I had is the starhub cabal Tv then because my mum said that starhub cabal tv is expensive than the MIO tv, then she went to change to MIO tv .... Haiz .. and everything in MIO is totally different from starhub cabal tv and i really miss the channels and shows in starhub cabal tv T.T Erm... in the afternoon, i went out to lot 1 to meet my Dear Dear as we going to buy the ingredients for later lunch and dinner. We going to cook for lunch and dinner. Hehe .... my Dear Dear is cooking pancake for me and I'm cooking Cheesy Pasta :) After buying ingredients, we went to the shop and rent VCDs and watched at her house. So when we reached her house and rest for a while , she went to start to cook the pancake, and I waiting at the living room watching the show that we rent. When she cooked finished , the pancake was really nice ! But not better than cheesy pasta ! hehe ... Opps ! XD Then about 6pm , Is my turn to cook the cheesy pasta. It was quite easy to do it and i shall not talk about it liao .... then we eat and watch the VCD at the living room ..... I really miss the pancake ! Really nice! Hehe ... Then is end of Tuesday.

Day 3(Wednesday)
Hmmm...... I woke up then play com in the morning lor .... then until about 2.30 (about there)went to the stadium to pick up my Dear Dear. On the way walking, I saw Sam , WeiZhi, QC, Vin,Dickson & Cheryl at the Kopitiam near my house and it was raining heavily. They were very happy as i has an umbrella but I used the only 1 aww..... Ok anyway Later me and my Dear Dear are going to meet her cousins and go to Warren country club play ! Yea ! But can say a small nightmare for the both of us because her counsins are kids and they are super Super hyper active ! They run around not tired 1 , as seem that they have extra battery with them. But was really fun :) We play until about 11.30pm then we went home. Thats end of Wednesday.

Day 4 (Thursday-Today)
Morning wake up updating my blog now ! And finish updating, play game liao !! Hehe.... Later in the afternoon I'm studying chem ... Ok got to go play ! BYE !!

JIA YOU for Prelims everyone !!! And WORK HARD for 'O's !!!

1 more thing .... I LOVE MY DEAR DEAR !!!

2008-08-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hi !!!! I just changed my blogskin today ! Hehe .... erm. .... WOOT my O-level english over le !!! hehe XD Ok la i was very busy for the past few days ... I got schooling in the morning , Doing D&T in the afternoon and at night have night study ! zzzz .... ok D&T folio gonna finish soon(I think...) Soon gonna hand up our D&T project and folio on the 26/8/08 !!!!! Ok i got to go ! Needa go study and do my folio le ! Bye !

Oh i nearly forgot ! I LOVE you my dear Lao Po ! XD

OK here are some updates of Onepiece and D.Grey-Man animes !! Enjoy !

Onepiece episode 365

Online Videos by Veoh.com

D.Grey-Man episode 96

Online Videos by Veoh.com

2008-08-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hey ! Sorry everyone ! These few days lazy to update ah .... ok now i shall update those anime and i add new anime , Air gear , for JK cause he wanna watch. Eh ... for Air Gear , there are some prevetic parts so you know la is JK wanna watch 1 !

One Piece episode 364

Online Videos by Veoh.com

One Piece episode 365

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Bleach episode 179

Bleach episode 180

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Bleach episode 181

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Bleach episode 182

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Bleach episode 183

Online Videos by Veoh.com

D.Grey-Man episode 93

Online Videos by Veoh.com

D.Grey-Man episode 94

Online Videos by Veoh.com

D.Grey-Man episode 95

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Air Gear episode 1

Air Gear episode 2

OK ! Thats all !! Haha got to go ! bye ! I love my lao po very much !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-21T17:10:00.000+08:00

HI All !! Sorry for not updating my blog ! haha .... Sorry i not gonna write anything ... because gonna playing maple ! (By the influence from Dickson! Haiz...)

Ok here is the updated anime D.grey-Man & Onepiece. Sorry bleach is taken off ! T.T

D.Grey-Man episode 92

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Onepiece episode 361

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Onepiece episode 362

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Onepiece episode 363

Online Videos by Veoh.com

Thants all !!! Haha ... Oh by the way ... I love my lao po !!!!

2008-07-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

Hey all !!! HI i back ! Really back .... Haiz ..... now lots and lots of hw waiting for me to clear ....
ZZZZ...

Recently i got a PSP game called God Of War , actually i got on monday ... and i complete the game today !! Haha ... okok i need to go .... needa do hw :) i am a very good boy ! You know .... haha ok bye ! Remeber to tag me !! XD

D.Grey-Man episode 91

Online Videos by Veoh.com

2008-07-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG GONNA BE ALIVE AGAIN !!!!!!

Haizz ... at last i have some time for me to update my blog ... Since the school reopen until now i still have damn lots and lots of homework ... haizz... sorry just only a short cause needa to do homework le :) Bye !
ok here is a little anime for you all ! I will post it everytime the new episode comes !!

bleach episode 178

Online Videos by Veoh.com

D-grey man episode 90

Online Videos by Veoh.com

One-piece episode 360

Online Videos by Veoh.com

2008-06-22T08:02:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo !!! School reopening soon .... ok sorry for my so-called "dead blog" ...
last week i have a church camp and i came back on friday ... i was very tired
because i in charged of the games .. me and my friends have a so much fun ...

Sorry for now ... got to go bye !

Oh by the way i just change my chatter box ! Sorry for that ....

2008-05-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

courtesy of dar dar's dear dear..!!muhaha

P.s i'm ade here..!!haiyo..!!RACISTS BASTARDS..!!muhaha..!!
hahaha..if we were so much unconvinced...!!
PMS sounds lyk a lot of fun..!!
Wow..washing cloths do take lots of skills...!!
wait for how long..!?
hi sir ASS..!!
haha..next combination..!!
go hang go hang..!!!we dun give a damn..hehehe..!!

2008-05-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

Kon'nichiwa subete no hito ! Watashi wa sunda watashi no blogskin , nozomu subete no hito ~no yo na ! (This sentence is in japanese, i translate to english now ...)

Hi everyone ! I finished mine blogskin , hope everyone likes it !

Haha ... ok i spend quite sometime thinking of what blogskin i gonna put ...then at last i found it and use this skin. Hmmm..... sorry everyone i need to do some editing for my songs ! Currently no sound can be heard from my playlist ....ok i gonna ask Rei for help ... Bye !

2008-05-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone .... sorry about it .... cause i in the middle of making my blog stuf .... Sorry about that i finish asap ..

2008-04-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hopeless romantics believe in love and fairy-tales. They dream of roses and candlelight, walking on the beach at sunset, and dancing in the rain. They know that somewhere out there is a knight in shining armour ready to carry them off, or a beautiful princess waiting to be carried off into the sunset.

Hopeless romantics believe in true love, and the eternal bliss that comes from being united with one's soulmate is what they crave most.

Hopeless romantics recognize in themselves the ability to love infinitely deeply, and they ache to be loved with the same fervour in return. When a hopeless romantic has someone to lavish their affection on, lavish they do.

Hopeless romantics sometimes write love letters full of poetic phrases and send flowers, but mostly they try to find a thousand thoughtful little ways to show their love. They make romance into an art form.

Hopeless romantics wear rose-coloured glasses. In their eagerness to find "the one", a hopeless romantic may either be extraordinarily picky or not discerning enough.

Hopeless romantics are the idealists, the sentimental dreamers, the imaginative, and the fanciful. They give the world its once-upon-a-times and happily-ever-afters. Hopeless romantics may have their feet on the ground, but their souls fly somewhere over the rainbow.

Hopeless non-romantics think that hopeless romantics are delusional and too intense. Other than the seeming futility in the search for a soulmate, nothing frustrates a hopeless romantic more than a significant other who does not understand the hopeless romantic temperament.

Sometimes, in this cynical world, it seems like the population of hopeless romantics is declining. One has only to look at the number of movies and songs about love that are currently popular to prove otherwise. It may also seem that there are many more hopelessly romantic women than romantic men.
This isn't surprising in a culture where a man might get snapped at for opening the door for a woman.
Men and women often have different ways of expressing their emotions, and the number of hopelessly romantic men is probably much higher than anyone could tell simply by observation.

(PS.tis post is by ade...a SURPRISE 4 my dar dar..love u..!!)