In the darkness corner, there where I'm standing

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Hihi ! After a long break of not updating my blog...

Ok , i shall update now ....

Is nothing much actually now still looking for jobs ... now needa cash !! Haiz...
Recently , my mind is sometimes blank and sometimes refresh of old memories ... including all those painful ones....

Ok , the following is for her ...

Yesterday , or should i say this early early morning (about 12am++) , went to read your blog ... and i read all the previous post which you posted. Since 2007 until now , 2009. I found out that you been through alot ... when i came to read around July or August 2008 post , which is the time when i 1st know you... (correct me if i'm wrong) I can feel that you really hurt before we were together ...i guess now is the time for me to suffer the same pain as yours .... Now i know pain ... Let me correct myself , not now is the beginning of this month , i'm suffering .... Maybe i'll take this as an important lesson for me ... 1 more thing , i really likes all the post from March 2008 until December 2008.
:) okay , i shall end here ... just wanna say , i miss you...

Sorry, i shall try to forget you (if i can)... Bye ...

Zhan.Hui blogged at 6:29 PM

May your light shine..in the darkness...

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Haiz .... Now i can say is :" BORED~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ...

Thats all ... still finding job .... Zzzz

Bye~!

Zhan.Hui blogged at 9:14 PM

May your light shine..in the darkness...

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I' m back to update my blog again :) Currently still miserable life going on ... all i wanna say is i can't forget her ,can't let her go.... Never mind now ...all i wish is her to by my side ... thats all !! I'll be happy ....

Zhan.Hui blogged at 10:17 PM

May your light shine..in the darkness...

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Hihi !! Sorry for not updating my blog ... Cause having difficulties in my current life now ...Been frustrated all the times ... I'll just cant let it go ... i guess we should not be together from the start ... I'm not blaming you for this , so don't misunderstand. I think it is very foolish of you saying about yourself for can't commit this kind of stuff ... I'm alright with this but you can't ... i feel that everything i had done for the past are totally wasted and i really mean WASTED !!! To me , my love & care for you is totally nothing !! I guess it doesn't mean anything to you right ? No , i should say to me in your eyes i'm a nobody or others ???

I hope all those are wrong ... Please tell me !!! I don't want this anymore .... I need answers !!!

Now i know the true meaning of "Love hurts" ... At first i thought i have a chance for me to get you by my side again , but i was wrong. In the end , you gave me a false hope , then what you want me to do ? Just stupidly try , try , try ? All my effort of trying is gone. Is like you're not giving me a chance ... I think i have to think carefully again.

That's all for now... Needa go clear my mind for moment.

Zhan.Hui blogged at 9:46 PM

May your light shine..in the darkness...