Thursday, February 05, 2009
Hihi !! Sorry for not updating my blog ... Cause having difficulties in my current life now ...Been frustrated all the times ... I'll just cant let it go ... i guess we should not be together from the start ... I'm not blaming you for this , so don't misunderstand. I think it is very foolish of you saying about yourself for can't commit this kind of stuff ... I'm alright with this but you can't ... i feel that everything i had done for the past are totally wasted and i really mean WASTED !!! To me , my love & care for you is totally nothing !! I guess it doesn't mean anything to you right ? No , i should say to me in your eyes i'm a nobody or others ???
I hope all those are wrong ... Please tell me !!! I don't want this anymore .... I need answers !!!
Now i know the true meaning of "Love hurts" ... At first i thought i have a chance for me to get you by my side again , but i was wrong. In the end , you gave me a false hope , then what you want me to do ? Just stupidly try , try , try ? All my effort of trying is gone. Is like you're not giving me a chance ... I think i have to think carefully again.
That's all for now... Needa go clear my mind for moment.
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