In the darkness corner, there where I'm standing

Monday, November 16, 2009

My blog is alive again !
There are go much things i wanna say ....especially to my baby ...

1st things 1st ; News:
Gamer Meets 3 event has ended :)
Now have to concentrate on my studies..seriously needa concentrate .. if not sure die ...

Next:
Thank you God for giving me another wonderful life and guiding me throught everything :)
Thank you baby for helping me in my blog :)

Continue...:
Now i have a new house and new environment.
I think i need to have a new life and i need to do some changes to my current life ...

( Baby , you can choose not to read or think about it, because this is what i think about this... )
I've been thinking ....
Is MY BABY the one that is going to stay by my side forever ?
I do love her...
Should i carry on our relationship ? Or not ?
I'm afraid that I may hurt her now and in the future.
I've been hurt her for quite a long time yet I did not realise about it and i seriously need to do changes about this thing ...
I can't afford to hurt her again.
I don't want to see her sad face.
I don't want to see her cry for me again.
I don't want her to feel uneasy.
I don't want her to feel unsecure.
I don't want her worry about me.
I don't want her to break down.

I want her to have a better life with/without me.
I want her to be happy with/without me.
I want to see her smile again everyday with no worries.
I want to see the old her when we are together at our 5th months ( the happiest times when we were tgt )

This are just my thoughts ...
Anyway , i got to go .. Bye !

Zhan.Hui blogged at 11:56 AM

May your light shine..in the darkness...